Snevitts

I feel like such fucking dog shit. I've cried so.much.for the past 5 fucking days and I feel like no one cares. Probably because NOBODY DOES FUCKING CARE. I've been.so.stressed put lately. All I really want is.a.hug and someone to tell me.it'll be ok. but it will never happen. I'm so.scared. I shake so bad when I cry. I'm so ugly when I cry. I feel so.sick.. I feel so hated and alone. I never thought I'd ever feel this way again but I do. I can't stop feeling this way. I'm so angrey and upset. All I want to do.is scream. I get so tired.

So lately I hate every fucking thing. I've been so depressed I slept till 6 pm... I slept for 15 - 16 hours I keep crying for silly little things... One day was my daughter but other then that its just piddly little shit. I don't know what to do. I feel as if I am not good enough for anything anymore. I drew some cool pictures I'll post them someday. I asked a phychic a question and she replied "You don't need a phychic, you need a therapist and some booze." I feel like everyone has been saying that lately... I need a therapist... But I was told they don't do much. Maybe I just need a friend.

As you are watching me I was wondering, What do you guys want to see from me Some crazy fucked up paintings Sketches? What do you want to see? Boobs? of course you do! But only one person can see my boobs now Hes fucking HOT! Not like a teenager swooning over backstreet boys... No this is more h core... This guy is delicious, your mouth will fucking water when you see him... I drew him a few times already I'm sure you can find out whooooo.